Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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wolfandlamb 09/27/2009

I recently had a person take me down and shake me. I tried to quell the thing but its flames just got hotter and hotter.

Now I avoiding a place I usually go to so I won't have to see her. I am very weak. My stomach is turning in my stomache just having to deal.

I am trying to not be like this but it has caused way too much hurt. I think I might need another pill to the cocktail. I just want to be able to think ay school. Well I am very anxious and fearful and a little depressed uugghh!

deleted_user 09/27/2009

I am so sorry to hear that...sending you hugs of strength......

deleted_user 09/27/2009

I'm sorry u went through that. This illness does block our emotional strength, I know and it feels terrible. That person was way out of line and not someone you want in your life.

wolfandlamb 09/27/2009

thanks for your replys. I am glad somebody knows what I am talking about .

I am working through it, so you may hear from me again.

deleted_user 09/28/2009

If she lays her hands on you again you need to call the police. No one has the right to touch you!

deleted_user 09/28/2009

Sometimes avoiding the situation is a great healing act. Give yourself time to process and then you'll be stronger and it won't be as likely to happen again.

Sorry you're going through this.

HannaHana 09/28/2009

I'm sorry you went through that. (((HUGS))) I hope you can find peace soon.

wolfandlamb 09/28/2009

Sorry for the confusion. I was being allegorical or using the example of my guts and heart being shook up. But thanks. You are right. No one has a right to touch you without your protection.

I am really happy for my decision in some space between us. I really was heart broken. Like another story I read from someone. You can't trust anyone with all your ills. They will turn on you whether they want to or not it seems to happen. We are definetely not perfect. That's why I am suffering, I forgot to keep the illness to myself except with other BP's with anonymity.

Thanks for the hugs and compassion. I really needed it. You guys are awesome.

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