Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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tired been awake too long i do get some sleep in the mornings about 5-7 but i need more taking so much benadryl for the psoeriasis the meds do not work right and i just cannot sleep then i do not want to get out of bed in the morning which i guess is normal but i do not feel like i have anything to get up for all i do is play no work or challanges i need something going to talk to doc about therapy i do not want to do it if io will not follow through with it i am very very personal and do not like questions and when they start with m,y sexual and iother personal issues which i do not have a problem wirh i become angry and stop the whole thing some ask really stupid questoons like do i read when i go to the bathroom what is that have you everhad a relationship which does not concern them i do what i want to i am an adult well just a little venting here mood not that bad not really depressed slowed down but ok
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...

There are several options for Therapy as well, there are now several good Online Therapy options with very good Dr.'s and that way your not having to sit face to face with someone. Some people find that much easier, your just texting back and forth.
On another note, how much Benadryl are you taking each day?
Kata
I struggle with sleeplessness at times as well.....
I would be really careful of any caffeine intake as well as sugar intake later in the day
Big hug......xo
Have you talked to your Pdoc about what's going on, because it really sounds like your medications need to be adjusted. Many of us have Paradoxical reactions to medications, but we can still manage a somewhat normal sleep schedule. I realize the thought of them wanting you to go in-patient is scary, but you can't go on with this type of "crash & burn" schedule, you really need to get with your Pdoc and make them help you figure out a solution to this problem.