I am not doing too great. I think i may be in a mixed episode. I am depressed yet hypomanic (which means irritability in my case). I am going thru a lot of stress with a coworker. She has turned on me recently. Shewas in the hospital recently and i called her there and she was a TOTAL BEOTCH to me. She was out all week and came back on 10/7. She walked by my desk and i asked her how she was and she snapped "i am FINE". I DON'T KNOW WTH I DID??? I don't know how to handle this. I am very sensitive to other peoples' attitudes, moods, etc...what should i do??? I haven't spoken to her since. One thing i should add....before she came to work in my department, she had trouble with her boss. Her boss told her that shecreates a negative working environment. I just don't know what to do about her. Not only that but she CONSTANTLY runs a space heater and tho she sits in a different office area, the heat still builds up, and that makes me feel ten times worse.

I hate my whole life right now. I did nothing but sleep pretty much the WHOLE WEEEKEND This past weekend I WISH I COULD JUST GO TO SLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP??