hi. im up all night. more than 24 hours and less than 48 hours awake. been thinking if i should get into culinary school. i am researching and watchign tips on how to build a bakery on youtube. listening to funny djs on the radio. thats what i did last night. i didntsleep i think. im not sure if i had 2 hours of sleep maybe 1. 9am we went to the wet market to buy veggies meat and fish. when i got home, i rested, surfed the net. then suddenly i got excited of the thought of baking a cake and bread.so i decided that id go to the mall and buy ingredients. . i know i should concentrate on one.( either the bread or the cake) but id love to do two. its like im excited and in a wishful state. my dad said ur mood is different. so i realize that its like im manic. so i decided just to bake the bread and not to get too much excited and be realistic. so i went to the grocery, ate at a fast food after. Went home then made the bread. i only mixed the ingredients. this was around 6pm. I prepared the dough. i didnt baked it because my dad said this bread should be eaten hot in the morning. i was aware of that but im half excited and half reasonable. because tom will be a busy day and the kitchen helper will not be able to help me or assist me bake. so i decided to bake it at night. Then when we are done with the dough, we joked each oteher and started dancing. With no sleep and all day working, I am not tired, I mean i dont feel it. I am not totally high but i feel like i can still hang around and do stuff maybe even watch gossip girl. I dont feel tired.


Can you relate to this? I am not sure if i am manic or bipolar. I have depression by the way.