Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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I was approved for 20 weeks unemployment, thank the Good Lord. Now...my next ? is what do I do next? the city i live in is expensive to live in and there is a shortage of jobs in the type of work that i am able to do (clerical, office stuff). i am not stuck in a lease. All that is standing between me and leaving is ME. i am terrified of change. just the thought of making that step renders me paralyzed with fear. if i want to leave, now is the time to do it. But i dont know where to go. I thought about moving back to where my sister lives. I lived there in 2002 and i only stayed 6 weeks because she was horrible. I really have to question the thought of doing that. My friend downstate offered to let me stay with her, but she lives in a very dangerous neighborhood. In fact, the whole city is dangerous. It is def not the same town i grew up in. Im confused.. help?!?
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Some things we don't talk about, we breathe them... Some things cannot be explained, but rather experienced. Some of the most healing moments arise when given the memory, acknowledging the love.One cannot go back in time; we move forward, and we carry the love we shared. No one but ourselves has the power to do so, or the permission to do so, but ourselves.So live life with your faith and...
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...
This will let you try them on for size. You can see what the jobs are like and the cost of housing.
Sound like change is in there wind. Even if you don't move right away consider paring your stuff down and putting some of it in storage.
Sounds like the option of moving in with your sister isn't really an option or your friend in the bad neighborhood.... What about something completely different? Chicago, Atlanta, Salt Lake City, Madison? Research liveable cities.....
You could always move close to either and rent a room on your own... Then you will essentially be on your own... I would do a month to month lease so you aren't locked in to anything and ask for references
Hopefully then there won't be the same problems with personality conflicts..... If you live with someone you know 'you' are then a 'guest' in 'their' home and thus problems can surely arise....xo