An old memory came into my head. I was 9 yrs old. I don't remember why a bunch of us kids wanted to sit in the front seat of thebus so we be the 1st people off the bus. I was at the end of the route so getting the front seat was tough. One day a spot became in one of the seats so I went after it a long with other kids. There was a short scuffle. I don't remember who got the spot.
I get to my class and told my teacher what happened and she didn't want to hear about it She just hands me a hall pass and says to tell the principal. My teacher didn't like me. She said it was because of a personality conflict.
I tell the principal what happened and he looked into it. Later that day me, other kid going for the front and witnesses to the scuffle were called into the principals office. I thought the other kid would get in trouble but I was very wrong. They blamed me even my best friend who was one of the witness. I was trying to explain my side but I just kept getting yelled at. My story never really got out. I felt ganged up on and very alone. I remember I started cry during this. It was a frightening experience.
I now know wanting to sit in the front seat doesn't matter. I don't remember who went for the open spot 1st. I do remember that horrible feeling of pursecution. This why I'm so afraid of ending up alone and unloved.
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I've made up my mind. Living with my sister has made me miserable. Im going to sign the lease for another 6 months, then I'm out. This will enable me to start saving more money, and have a solid plan before leaving.The hard part is going to be breaking the news to her...she is going to FLIP. But if I tell her now, she can prepare. She can have her own plan in place. I won't be leaving her in the...