Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
when I was young someone once asked me what my version of hell was, and I simply replied getting old. when I became your lover, your friend, and your wife, someone asked me what my version of hell was. I responded simply living my life without you and our children. now someone has asked me what my version is, and I simply respond, I have already lived through my version of hell and came out stronger for it.
the person laughed and made some stupid comment about being serious. I replied the truth is as simple as this
I met my hell on the internet. the devil was a sweet charmer who wooed me and asked for my hand in matrimony. being blinded by love I bore him two sons. but before my first angel came to stay on this earth with me, the devil let down his disguise. he no longer wooed me, he no longer enticed me, he began to beat me, rape me, torture me, and kept me captive. I bore a second angel from the devil who controlled my every move, my every thought. when I realized I could no longer keep these angels in such darkness, they lent me their strength to whisk us to safety. I have never looked back except to learn from my time in hell.
the person looked at me with tears freely flowing and whispered I am so sorry for your pain and am so glad I know no one so evil. with my head held high and a soft chuckle I replied, "Please do not be sorry for me, for me that battleground is where my strength and belief in God was forged...."
Praying for everyone out there that is having a day from hell. Hoping that this again puts things into perspective for someone who would otherwise feel so overwhelmed and lost. Hopefully this gives you that ray of hope to hold onto in that moment of deep despair. Hugs and comfort I send out to everyone in whatever place you may be tonight.
the person laughed and made some stupid comment about being serious. I replied the truth is as simple as this
I met my hell on the internet. the devil was a sweet charmer who wooed me and asked for my hand in matrimony. being blinded by love I bore him two sons. but before my first angel came to stay on this earth with me, the devil let down his disguise. he no longer wooed me, he no longer enticed me, he began to beat me, rape me, torture me, and kept me captive. I bore a second angel from the devil who controlled my every move, my every thought. when I realized I could no longer keep these angels in such darkness, they lent me their strength to whisk us to safety. I have never looked back except to learn from my time in hell.
the person looked at me with tears freely flowing and whispered I am so sorry for your pain and am so glad I know no one so evil. with my head held high and a soft chuckle I replied, "Please do not be sorry for me, for me that battleground is where my strength and belief in God was forged...."
Praying for everyone out there that is having a day from hell. Hoping that this again puts things into perspective for someone who would otherwise feel so overwhelmed and lost. Hopefully this gives you that ray of hope to hold onto in that moment of deep despair. Hugs and comfort I send out to everyone in whatever place you may be tonight.
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Some things we don't talk about, we breathe them... Some things cannot be explained, but rather experienced. Some of the most healing moments arise when given the memory, acknowledging the love.One cannot go back in time; we move forward, and we carry the love we shared. No one but ourselves has the power to do so, or the permission to do so, but ourselves.So live life with your faith and...
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...
I have been thru similar...and felt I came out the stronger for it.
Until I started watching my child go thru his hell. Turns out, my first go-round and entanglement with hell could actually be topped. I had no idea and was taken by surprise. You don't wanna watch your chiod go thru hell, you'd just rather take it on yourself but you can't...a whole new, fresh hell.
Hell sucks.
Hopefully, we can all come thri the other side together.
God bless you and your angels! hugs, tedi