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when I was young someone once asked me what my version of hell was, and I simply replied getting old. when I became your lover, your friend, and your wife, someone asked me what my version of hell was. I responded simply living my life without you and our children. now someone has asked me what my version is, and I simply respond, I have already lived through my version of hell and came out stronger for it.
the person laughed and made some stupid comment about being serious. I replied the truth is as simple as this
I met my hell on the internet. the devil was a sweet charmer who wooed me and asked for my hand in matrimony. being blinded by love I bore him two sons. but before my first angel came to stay on this earth with me, the devil let down his disguise. he no longer wooed me, he no longer enticed me, he began to beat me, rape me, torture me, and kept me captive. I bore a second angel from the devil who controlled my every move, my every thought. when I realized I could no longer keep these angels in such darkness, they lent me their strength to whisk us to safety. I have never looked back except to learn from my time in hell.
the person looked at me with tears freely flowing and whispered I am so sorry for your pain and am so glad I know no one so evil. with my head held high and a soft chuckle I replied, "Please do not be sorry for me, for me that battleground is where my strength and belief in God was forged...."
Praying for everyone out there that is having a day from hell. Hoping that this again puts things into perspective for someone who would otherwise feel so overwhelmed and lost. Hopefully this gives you that ray of hope to hold onto in that moment of deep despair. Hugs and comfort I send out to everyone in whatever place you may be tonight.
the person laughed and made some stupid comment about being serious. I replied the truth is as simple as this
I met my hell on the internet. the devil was a sweet charmer who wooed me and asked for my hand in matrimony. being blinded by love I bore him two sons. but before my first angel came to stay on this earth with me, the devil let down his disguise. he no longer wooed me, he no longer enticed me, he began to beat me, rape me, torture me, and kept me captive. I bore a second angel from the devil who controlled my every move, my every thought. when I realized I could no longer keep these angels in such darkness, they lent me their strength to whisk us to safety. I have never looked back except to learn from my time in hell.
the person looked at me with tears freely flowing and whispered I am so sorry for your pain and am so glad I know no one so evil. with my head held high and a soft chuckle I replied, "Please do not be sorry for me, for me that battleground is where my strength and belief in God was forged...."
Praying for everyone out there that is having a day from hell. Hoping that this again puts things into perspective for someone who would otherwise feel so overwhelmed and lost. Hopefully this gives you that ray of hope to hold onto in that moment of deep despair. Hugs and comfort I send out to everyone in whatever place you may be tonight.
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
I have been thru similar...and felt I came out the stronger for it.
Until I started watching my child go thru his hell. Turns out, my first go-round and entanglement with hell could actually be topped. I had no idea and was taken by surprise. You don't wanna watch your chiod go thru hell, you'd just rather take it on yourself but you can't...a whole new, fresh hell.
Hell sucks.
Hopefully, we can all come thri the other side together.
God bless you and your angels! hugs, tedi