I'm such a mess. I was on clonazepam for sleep but it started to mess with my speech and then I started not being able to remember things. I stopped taking it but my brain still feels a little funny. Yesterday I had volunteer training for 8 hours straight to work for 5 straight to my friend's b-day party. All of this on 3 hours of sleep. I guess I must have been a little manic. I wish my moods could figure themselves out. This morning I'm depressed. I'm mad at myself and I don't really know why. I have so so so much homework today. I am overwhelmed. And I have to call off work today because i woke up with a super bad sore throat. My tonsils are so swollen I am having trouble swallowing food. Blah.......I need a break from life.
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