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I prefer MDMA though.
Hard to fined these days. Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.
I think it is OK for every once in a while, like concerts and stuff. It is a drug that is heavily dependent on your state of mind and surroundings going in.
i think im now stable and i can now enjoy a little
haven't went there in 20 years
BUT, I was also untreated then for BP and I am not sure if it helped my mental health. As fun as it seemed at the time, I recall feeling overly detached, even disociative and depersonalized. Weird feelings. One time, i remember falling into a deep deoression after the sparking and beautiful world went away. That crash was deep.
I also watched my standardized test scores drop by 10 percentile. Yep. Gummed up my own neurons. That's the main reason I gave up, big time hallucinogens, that is.
I am not sure how they would effect me now. So don't send any my way.
What about Bliss? I have that one up as my website. Check it out!
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Ecstasy is really enjoyable and I might recommend it to people who suffer from depression or anxiety if it weren't such an undependable chemical to come by. It's important you know your source is dependable because those little tablets are notorious for having all kinds of filler and substitutes. Personally, I've never had issues with a crash having only done it a handful of times. My understanding though is it gets worse.
I had fun with mushrooms, but they're much more temperamental, emotional than E or lsd(from what I've heard). On two occasions I used them, I was in a pretty good place mentally, but I don't think I would like to know. Too many repressed anxieties and creeping emotions.
I've done a few other things here and there, but that's a different story.
What goes up must come down.
John Lennons song Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds wasn't about LSD as we all thought. It was about his daughters drawing of Lucy who was in the sky with diamonds on her eyes. ( I think but have been proven wrong a million times?)
"Lennon's son, Julian, showed his father a nursery school drawing he called "Lucy - in the sky with diamonds", depicting his classmate, Lucy O'Donnell. Julian said, "I don't know why I called it that or why it stood out from all my other drawings, but I obviously had an affection for Lucy at that age. I used to show dad everything I'd built or painted at school, and this one sparked off the idea..." Lucy Vodden ne O'Donnell, in a BBC radio interview in 2007, said, "I remember Julian and I both doing pictures on a double-sided easel, throwing paint at each other, much to the horror of the classroom attendant... Julian had painted a picture and on that particular day his father turned up with the chauffeur to pick him up from school." Vodden died of the immune system disease lupus in 2009. Lennon was surprised at the idea that the song title was a hidden reference to LSD.
"It was purely unconscious that it came out to be LSD. Until someone pointed it out, I never even thought of it. I mean, who would ever bother to look at initials of a title? It's not an acid song. The imagery was Alice in the boat." "