Thank you for reaching out here and asking for help!

I've felt like that so many times I can't count them anymore but it DOES get better. It won't last forever, but bp lies to us and tells us that it will.

If you know you need help. please go get it. Hospitals can seem scary but they're not as bad as you might think and you might get some help that makes you feel better.

I can't handle the choices I have made...where I am in life. I need this to all stop and THIS IS NOT HOW MY LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE!!!!

I have been in the hospital 4 TIMES!!!!! I cannot do all of this!!!!! And THEY do not help me!!!!

Very sorry that you are struggling so badly right now.Please hold on tightly to the fact that you are not alone and everyone here knows your pain and we really care so much about you.I will be praying for strength and healing for you.

I'm so sorry things are so difficult dor you. I will add my prayers to maggies. (((HUGS)))

I know how much bp sucks let me tell ya! Most days I really do not have any idea how I am functioning or getting up to do my daily life. Then to make matters worse normal people do not even understand what we must go through.
Just hang in there....it is a New Year and a new decade and maybe you can get a med switch or maybe things will just get a little better ......hopefully something can bring you up!

Tats, how r u doin?
Can u just take alitte something to help u sleep tonight.
Things may look better in the morning.

I took ALL my night time meds!!!! I AM taking more as I sit in front of this fn computer.....

Am done.....am DONE!!!!!! this is BS

is there anyone you can call to talk with? Distractions always work best for me....helps me to get out of my head. I have the EXACT same thoughts about my life everyday. Coming here and hearing from people who share the same struggles has pulled me through some really tough times. There are people who care about you on here. So, keep reaching out. I am here if you need a distraction. Just message me ANYTIME!!!
I feel the same way about hospitals and am usually dragged there when things get bad, so I've learned to avoid that situation by reaching out.

Don't take more. What's going on? Anything u want to talk about? Here or private? Just send me msg if u want.

KIDS, MED PROBS.....my fn face feels like it's sliding off my skull. it's TARDIVE SHIT again. is nothing they can do but fn ECT!

Do you have a friend or relattive close by, who can take the kids for you, and help you out until you come back to earth again?

tats, I think this is beyond you being able, or to safely, look after yourrself right now. You need to call an ambulance and get to the ER right now. You have probably taken enough pills to cause you damage, if not be fatal. Please get some help now.

Hey Tats, hang in there. Ok, things are rough right now. But they'll feel better in the morning or a few days, when this bout wears off.

please help her. I posted in the crisis center and am really worried about her. chatting right now. please offer some support