I've had an emotionally draining day so am off to bed.... it's not even 10pm mind!!!!

hope you get some entertainment going :)

feel better soon x

thanks ruby , you too

I'm doing ok.
Not great, but ok.

I am worried about my daughter, she is having some family issues .
Also worried about my mom's health.

I am trying to be calm , and realize , there isn't much I can do by worrying

I'm bored to but more settled.....Sorry you aren't feeling well X... I hope you sleep well Rubes...xo

I feel like running around and falling asleep at the same time its kind of weird.

I slept on the couch last night because my husband was being a jerk (which he won't admit to of course) - and I felt so terrible this morning I gave in and went off my diet and had a Carmel Frappe from McD's. Actually I had another one at lunch too. So two of them today - I've been so bad. I wish I wouldn't eat so stupid much.

I launched my web site / graphic design site today and am looking forward to a lot of dumbass comments from people. It is really hard doing anything creative, people just never get it.

Sorry, I'm down today.

I hear ya indigo , im an artist too , and i always prepare for the worst.

It's always like people forget what it is I do and what I've always done which is design. They ask me questions like, "is it supposed to look that way" -- like I had an accident with the CSS. Or, "you should really learn PHP" no way my brain is handling PHP and besides I can hire that out pretty easily and maybe my all time favorite, "it would be better without all these graphics". *Sigh*

So far I've had good luck with clients up here -- I hope it holds out. Despite the comments I feel unnecessarily optimistic.

I applied to the forum board, "Buddhism without Boundaries" and they turned me down for membership! They told me to go somewhere else that they didn't feel like I was right for them. Hey isn't that a BOUNDARY? I was really hurt actually, I thought it looked like a cool forum - guess not.

indigo , may i see some of your work??