Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
But not working actually gives you too much time to sit and think, sometimes (mostly) in non-positive ways. So just do your best, it's all you can do and it's probably better for you to keep working.
(((HUGS)))