Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I hate being alive. Lately I've been so bored. I've been craving several different foods and have been eating more than lately. Much of it junk food with some good food. I can't help eating because the craving never leaves. I'm 41 and fat. I will be 42 in two months. I was very thin when I was young. I tried losing weight but barely anything happened. I went to curves for a year and started eating better but I only lost around 6lbs. I think. I'm too tired and have given up. My husband is 15 yrs. older than me. He is tired and boring. My son is a teen and crazy acting. He scares me. My husband says he loves me but I'm afraid I will get to fat for him and he will leave me. I hate seeing all these pretty people with wonderful lives! I want to rip their faces off!
I'm tired of going places alone. I'm not good at making friends. Most of the people I want to school with hated me and said terrible things to me on a daily basis. I'd like to rip their faces of too!
I have nothing left. I hate being on this wretched plain of existance.
I'm tired of going places alone. I'm not good at making friends. Most of the people I want to school with hated me and said terrible things to me on a daily basis. I'd like to rip their faces of too!
I have nothing left. I hate being on this wretched plain of existance.
What about new clothes that you like? Can you afford, or would you feel better going "out" if you were wearing something that was slimming, or that you felt good wearing?
Not sure why you think hubby would leave you over weight, though I know that is a common fear. Do you think you're just worried because of how "you" feel about it, or is it something else?
*huggggs*
I totally understand where you are coming from..I am 40 overweight and really tired of life. I am sick of the bipolar battle..I do not have many friends, mainly because I do not leave the house very often..I just look at the same four walls every day..I feel like I have nothing going for me..
The only thing that keeps me going is the saying "This too shall pass" When? I don't know but hopefully soon!
Do something for you like get a pedicure if you can swing it. See your therapist! There had to be some reason you married your hubby. Maybe you need to talk to him about how you feel.