Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Yesterday I was treated badly. I've badly all my life. I'm really, really tired of it. Today I was treated badly, again.
I ran out of effexor today and can't go get it. the link below will explain why.
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Bipolar-Disorder/forum/A-Place-To-Vent/12286526-fking-road-workers
I'm sitting here with a glass of water and a bottle knock off tylonol pm beside me. I'm seriously considering taking them. For some reason feel I should ask for help 1st. I'm not sure why.
I'm listening to two songs now. (it's the same song but one is a cover)
the song is I Hate People by the Anti Nowhere League
here's a link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4ewhrWW8cc
The other is a cover of I Hate People by the Meteors
here's a link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbRxJzgOkug&NR=1
I will always be crapped on. that will never change. there just comes a time when your tired of dealing with it and can't do it anymore.
Game over.
I ran out of effexor today and can't go get it. the link below will explain why.
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Bipolar-Disorder/forum/A-Place-To-Vent/12286526-fking-road-workers
I'm sitting here with a glass of water and a bottle knock off tylonol pm beside me. I'm seriously considering taking them. For some reason feel I should ask for help 1st. I'm not sure why.
I'm listening to two songs now. (it's the same song but one is a cover)
the song is I Hate People by the Anti Nowhere League
here's a link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4ewhrWW8cc
The other is a cover of I Hate People by the Meteors
here's a link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbRxJzgOkug&NR=1
I will always be crapped on. that will never change. there just comes a time when your tired of dealing with it and can't do it anymore.
Game over.
Call a crisis hotline and talk to someone...it will help.
Please keep reaching out! Healing happens.
i understand your wish to be dead. i want the same thing for myself. but i'm not going to make this wretched life worse than it already is with a botched suicide attempt.. everybody dies eventually. i figure i just have to be patient and wait.
i thought about praying for death but i no longer believe in a compassionate higher power. i hope there's just nothingness after i die.
anyway i'm sure you've got a lot more going for you than i do. so please find somebody to talk to. bad feelings don't last forever in bipolar illness.