Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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solofighter
solofighter
i dont know what to do.... i hurt myself.. broke promises of those that care about me, and i slippped. and now i have to tell my boyfriend. but i dont know. i wrote him a letter, hes at work right now so i cant give it to him yet. im scared hes gunna leave me. scared im going to lose him. i dont want to lose him. i cant lose him. but im scared, scared of myself, my thoughts, my emotions running throuhg my mind. i dont want to be here... dont want to be alive any more. i cant do this. im in a really bad low. and i mean really bad.. probably the worst ive been in. i see my counselor at five thirty today...but is it close enough? no i wont die. im to chicken. but hurting. i need help but dont know how to get it, dont know what to do
walkingthewhiteline
walkingthewhiteline
You need to reach out to your therapist or psychiatrist immediately since you feel you can't make it to five thirty. Where I live, people can go to the ER if they feel suicidal. Is this a possibility where you live?
solofighter
solofighter
yes its possible to go to ER... but i dont want to. i want to talk to my boyfriend first.. i want to find out what he thinks. i need to know if hes going to stay or run
walkingthewhiteline
walkingthewhiteline
I understand what you are saying, but the most important thing is your mental health and making sure you survive to see another day where things WILL be much clearer.

My husband didn't support me at first and I had many fears, but there comes a point in time where you have to put yourself first and your needs first. If you need help you simply need help.

Having his support is an understandable desire, but you must look after you first.
solofighter
solofighter
i sent him a text while hes at work.. waiting on a reply. i hope to hear from him soon, so i can go to ER. im just so scared.
KimChick
KimChick
I wish you would just go to the ER now, and deal with his response later. YOU are more important than whether he will stay or go. You should go regardless of his decision.

Please go.
solofighter
solofighter
going to hosputal. boyfriends not leaving me
justletmebe
justletmebe
I'm glad your going, it'll be ok (((((((hugs)))))))
deleted_user
deleted_user
take care and bring your own clothes and a soft pillow or a blanket or even sheets of your own, if they allow.

also, makeup !

i wish i had done that the one time i went, but i didn't know you could have your own things where i go.

can also probably bring a book of your own or almost anything.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
I'm so glad you're reaching out for the help you need sweetie.. big hug and a blessing for you..x
walkingthewhiteline
walkingthewhiteline
I'm glad you decided to go!

Good Luck!
magicsls
magicsls
I hope you feel better soon....hugs for you
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