((((Kittycat)))))~~

You need a safe, calm place where you can process what just went down. We all care about you so don't throw in the towel.

What are you planning to do next to help you get through this?

I care what happens to you and I am certain others do too. Is there a way to get out of what looks to be an extremely dysfunctional family?

I am stck here i have no job no money no noting nobody wants to help me get out of this i can not take it anymore it frigging sucks there are no answers i just dont know what to do who to call nothing i am so f***** i cant even take a shower now my brother took the shower head off now to frigging ass**** i HATE him I HATE him i really do.......

I am so saddened to read your post. Is there any chance there might be a place where victims of domestic violence can go? There is a place in our city that will take people in if they have room and they will protect you from the person abusing you. I so hope u find somewhere to hide. I do know the fear. Keep some thing to protect yourself.

(((HUGE hugs)))

i'm sorry it's so awful. people here do care about you.

dear kittycat i care bout you. I see your cute kitty, i have 5 runnin around my house. Is there some way i can help you? im new here.

janie, i am not feeling well myself, and could only find a few words. your criticism is hurtful.

kittykat....like i told you in a previous crisis post, you can go to the hospital, and they have to admit you if you are suicidal/ homicidal

there are also crisis lines you can call. or 911 if it gets too much.

(((HUGE hugs))) we still care.

Is there a womens shelter there? They should be listed in the front of the phone book. They may come get you. They can help you alot.
You really need to get out of there. Be safe.

yes Janie your comments are hurtful and dont appreciate it ok. please thank you mojo feel better yourselg hugs......

oh how i wish i hadn't signed in here today. i am feeling so weak and vulnerable and unfortunately my tablet took me directly here because this is the last place i was yesterday. but, when i read that horrifyingly painful post from janie i started shaking and feel so sick. i'm still shaking. what are you doing on this site if YOU do not have bp? not everyone with bp can be succesffully treated = and it's NOT their fault. you remind me of my in=laws who are sooooooo relieved that my husband finally KILLED HIMSELF so they didn't have to hear about it anymore. I LOST MY HUSBAND TO SUICIDE. I AM NOT ANGRY AT HIM. HE WAS IN SOO MUCH PAIN AND THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY AND EVERYONE ELSE FAILED HIM - EVEN ME. AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. AND HE DID EVERYTHING HE WAS TOLD TO DO. TAKE PILLS. GO TO COUNSELING...WHAT PART OF PROMISE TO BE NICE DID YOU NOT GET???????????

KITTYCAT PLEASE DISREGARD THOSE HURTFUL WORDS. SHE DOES NOT HAVE BP. I HEAR YOUR PAIN. I FEEL YOUR PAIN. I PRAY FOR HELP FOR YOU. PLEASE KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DON'T JUDGE YOU. THERE ARE SO MANY FACTORS TO DEAL WITH. IF YOU HAVE BP AND DO NOT HAVE ACCESS TO SUPPORT IT IS INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT TO JUST SURVIVE. I HOPE YOU HANG IN THERE.

AND JAINIE I HOPE YOU GET IT THAT YOUR WORDS HAVE CAUSED A GREAT DEAL OF PAIN TO A LOT OF PEOPLE. BUT, I AM ASSUMING YOU POSTED IN IGNORANCE RATHER THAN HATEFULLNESS.

i think we should all practice some forgiveness here, myself especially.

janie...i'm sorry i was so blunt and aggressive. i could have said what i was feeling in a much more polite manner, and i regret that. i do understand the point you were making, and i know you were genuinely concerened for kitty's well-being. :)

and kitty....thank you for the hug. you seem like a really decent person, and we all wish you some peace.

sorry if i offened anyone but i cant help how i feel or what i feel and how i express myself. some people just dont get it i guess.......

since that post was directed at me:

please forgive me that i am weak and vulnerable and hurt easily by careless remarks regardless of their intentions (i did give benefit of doubt at the end). please forgive me that i am easily hurt when people recommend "tough" love to suicidal people. please forgive me that i am in horrible pain and easily offended since my husband killed himself. i thought it might be safe here. though my heart goes out to kitty...this was also the very personal pain i experienced from reading these posts. please forgive me. i guess i don't get it. perhaps i'm just too fricken screwed up to be here so i'll leave.