Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
i am going through a really bad time right now. I lost my job almost two months ago, and I had to have a Breast biopsy yesterday. I have already had Cancer twice. So now I have to worry about all of this. I feel myself slipping closer to a depressive episode. If I have Cancer again, I'm done. I'm tired of fighting cancer, of fighting depression. I'm just tired of it all.
iam30113
Oh wow. I don't even know what to say to help lift your mood. We can only pray and hope that the cancer isn't back. We're here for you no matter what.
TC40
Thank you. I just wish I could go to sleep and not wake up. I'm not suicidal, but I wish I were dead if that makes sense.
tommymott
I don't think we have to take care of everything at once. We need to set priorities and if it's cancer please fight it and I bet that takes care of the depression too.
spacepony
I agree with tommy, TC. Keep us posted, ok? I do know what you mean about the distinction...wishing one were dead. Big hugs sweetie...you can get through this xx
Redsgal21
Do you see a t doc? I know with all my health issues it really helps me. I'm sorry you're going through this.
spacekat
I hope the biopsy comes back negative. I know what you mean about going to sleep and not waking up - life is terribly exhausting sometimes. But don't concern yourself right now!! You need to take care of you - and guess what? You have all of us cheering you on and ready to be of support at any time. Sending love and light your way :)
Nester4U
I'm wishing you all the best that your biopsy comes back clean.I know exactly what you mean by just wishing you didn't exist but not doing anything about it. Makes perfect sense to me. HUGS!!
theatrediva
TC I am praying that it is not cancer. If it is I hope you will fight and we will be here to support you thru it. I am sorry you are going thru this. big HUGS to you.
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