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I also take remeron and atavan at night. I think i need to take my meds closer to the same time everynight. During the week i try and take them no later than 9 pm or i will be a zombie at work. On the weekends i tend to forget to take them until late at night because i get busy watching tv etc.....i know i need to make a point in doing it becuz i pay the price when i get off track. I should take them between 11 and midnight. Another thing that's got ne off track is that i have been sleeping in my recliner all night instead of my bed...and i am also not wearing my cpap either when i sleep in my chair. I basically am not taking care of myself because of my menral state. I also stopped going to the gym everyday and have been slipping up bigtime on my eating. It's like i have given up or something. any advice??? Ty!!!
That's it, one thing, one baby step....
Spending a lot of time, firguring out how I got here, is the same as yours - I can draw a path! Doesn't change, I'm sick, weak, getting worse.....
So, I do the NEXT right thing, the choice in front of my face at that moment - not next weeks- I'll go back to the gym, or yesterdays' I slept in the chair... nope, I do one baby step, to try and get better...
So, I would go to bed and put that thingy on : ) When I'm unstable, or rapid cycling, or just don't feel good - I look at my thoughts and choices as "moving away from a depression OR moving towards a depression" Getting better is HARD! I know what its like to sit there all night, thinking I should get up! LOL
But try doing that one thing - we need to treat ourselves, not feeling good, as loving and tender as we would treat a sick child. Taking care of myself overwhelmed is difficult - so I break it down to HALT I might be fucked up - by I try and take small postive steps..
Don't get TOO
Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired
two of those things I get my fix HERE!!!! ((((BIG HUG)))) honey, I've been there! It can and will get better, you will smile and curl up under your blanket like a cat one night!!! LOL Just not tonight! Tonight, you just got to get there : )