Okay- I know I haven't been on for awhile- But I need somewhere for support. I am increasing becoming overwhelmed and worried.

Talon had an interview with Aetna, Sent in alot of information- The position is for a training class in feburary. We were told by other employees there, that they wouldn't of asked for the information if they were going to offer a position, but there has not been a call for him to go do the last step, which is a urine test. I am getting worry that he will not get the job.

The funds are under 500, and my seasonal job has ended. We need to move soon, the women we went into a contract with to buy this home, broke the contract by letting the house go into foreclosure and not using the rent money we grab her for the payment on the house. Plus- in the agreement, she was suppose to hold the desipot as a down payment on the house in an escrow account and she did not do that.

So we defiantly need to move. I feel like I am the only one worrying about this because no one is talking about it but me. I ask questions, but I don't feel like I am getting all the information about the situation from his mother.

We found a place that is like 5 minutes away, it would be an easy move, has a yard for the dog and is very nice, only a slight down-grade with one less room but it has a full basement that can be finished easily ( once funds are available to do so)

It is only a rental though, but whatever. Renting is fine with me. The only problem is this man sent some rude text to my mother-in-law, and I have a feeling that he doesn't respect women and it would be wise to use Talon as our communicator, so we don't get taken. It was a misunderstanding, he thought my mother-in-law was someone else when he txted, but still- what he said was unprofessional and disrespectful. It took a lot to hold my temper. My mother-in-law just wanted to make sure the fax number she was senting the application to was secure because all our information and SS number are on it. And his comment was- " You must have something pretty shameful to hide if you don't feel comfortable to fax it."

That comment, is scary- because any normal person could be consider about protecting their information. My mother in law pointed out who she was and he realized he put his foot in his mouth, and said he would be happy to meet us when we can. I am going to play nice when I meet him and give him a second chance only because I like this place.

SO I am worry about another landlord that going to screw us when we do everything right.

I pray every night, aetna calls him or I get a response from something. I want this year to be the best one yet.

I am so worried about everything. How I am going to pay my cell phone, all the other bills.

The entire insurance issue, with the Doctor lieing saying he faxed over papers and he never did, and now my insurance is messed up and I don't have prescription cover, I faxed over the papers but I haven't hear anything yet though I called them. Nothing is being done. How am I going to pay for that? I got a dr appointment Monday- How am I going to pay for that?

Why did Talon have to screw us so bad, He acted like the job was so terrible when I did a worst department at Well Fargo for 2 years with very hostile customers yelling at me all day doing over 100 calls a day.

Oh and All day today- I been Shaky :( My mind is racing. I just don't know what to do, I got a paper to write and I can't focus, its due tomorrow and I only did a very bare-boned outline.