Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I have read about it and don't feel it is barbaric if properly administered AND carefully considered. I saw an interview with Carrie Fisher---and she uses it every couple of weeks. It kills her short term memory but it controls her mood swings and depression.
Have you talked to your pdoc about it? What did they say?
http://www.cnn.com/2011/HEALTH/expert.q.a/09/27/ketamine.depression.raison/index.html
I did see that it works for some other people. The last time I was hospitalized, there was a young man that underwent ECT and I can totally see the difference on him. It worked marvelously on him. It is great when it works for you. It works faster than the medication and you have fast recovery time.