I'm sorry you are feeling so hopeless; I've been right where you are right now. However, no one is worth suicide Sweety.

Please contact the crisis line asap.

I you think you could possibly commet suicide then you need to get help. Call your pdoc's crisis team. Do you have a plan? If you have a plan then go to the hospital now.

Please don't do it :( I know it seems like the only answer but everyone keeps saying to me "How do you know for sure what is on the other side?" I think that is the only thing keeping me from it and then of course my baby nephews.......I hope u r okay right now. I know you feel horrible and it is the kind of pain that is hard to describe but it is painful to feel this way.

Joy, sometimes when we are depressed, our thoughts become distorted.

I've learned to just let the other person know what I am thinking to prove or disprove these thoughts.

Maybe you could talk to this person and let him know how you are feeling? Be prepared for either answer; have a plan in place for both but NOT suicide. Maybe call a friend to be with you during this conversation?

I wish you well.

i think that the depression will tell you lies like `this person doesn't love me' or `how could this person love a person like me'
it's important to remember that it isn't true, and to not listen to that negative thought in your head.

yeah joy depression can get so bad sometime that I become very detached and I even think people are laughing at me and talking about me when they are not and I even start accusing my family of talking about me. I mean BiPolar depression is a living nightmare and there are days you may think you will never come out of it. I hope you are okay right now and when I say okay I mean still with us and please remember u r so not alone and I am sure most everyone here understands :) HUGS

I'm hoping these thoughts will pass.They have before.

Get out of my head Mojo!!

You are only allowing yourself the muted dulled limitation of choices.The palette of DEPRESSION. Not seeing outside the dead-ends means you will circle and circle round and round and from a very negative and FALSE space for yourself.

Whatever has happened for you to look directly to the finality...it is a distorted and wrong reflex...usually because of accelerated reaction to so many pieces of shit hitting the fan at once, and therefore making the future seem totally daunting.

It's best to see a doc/psych/nurse and talk and converse and listen to the solutions they will offer you.

It won't be as bad if you quickly see the people and tell them. They will be able to break your problems down into easier to understand blocks. Then they can convince you that you CAN indeed live and have help in feeling yr way above it, after all.

But please go and see them. When it happens to me I have people help me.

All the best

I can see why you're feeling horrible.
It's hard enough to lose someone you love. It's doubly hard if you're correct in your assumption that he's not even going to tell you.

I'm sorry that you're in such pain. I hope the thoughts DO pass, as they have done before.

As hurt as you feel right now, it won't always be like this. It will get better.

If you need more help than you can get here or from those around you, contact a crisis hot line or take yourself to the emergency room.

Thanks for the help and for understanding.

I hope this doesn't sound too hard, but you should not be living for another person. I know we all tend to do it. Instead of sinking lower, use this as an opportunity to find out who you are, and to discover all the amazing people out there in the world.

I used to live and die by my friends/boyfriends. Still have a tendency to go there. But I am learning to appreciate me, and not build my world around others. Because things happen in relationships, whether break ups or even death. True love is a commitment, not an emotion. If you find yourself, you may find someone that you can really trust and commit too, because you will not be dependent on them, but rather appreciate them for who they are.

Hope you are starting to feel better, and you are looking for a new road to travel, instead of the familiar downhill one of depression. Hugs and God bless!

Hang in there

I got a little help from our local crisis center.Thanks for listening.

I know it hurts like hell and you want to escape. Please seek help. It will get better. You know it will. Hang in there.