Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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meme88
meme88
I am very mad I was looking up anti anxity pills and pills that most people who have bipolar are on..and I found this post of this guy saying he wants to so to say run away from this girl that he really liked but wants to leave now that he found out she is on anti anxity pills... so I keep reading people comements.. I just got wrost people saying how this isnt a disces that people with bipolar are takeing the easy way out..that its disugting that someone would compair ditablies to bipolar ect ect.. and how the pills should be ban cuz it can kill people..it also saves so many.. I feel after reading that so mad upset, I Though the world was starting to accpect mental illes..I realized no there not its just fails hope..I have been so posative the last 6 months maybe even a year about being bipolar even when It got really bad withdraw and depession.. but now I feel so angery almost upset that I am not getting better..I know I am stuck with bipolar I know there is alot of good sides to bipolar witch I love about myself...but theres alot that bipolar gave me that I hate I wish sumtimes I could see just one day what a normal day would be like no pills no thinking I am stable now but what about tommrow..I feel like shit after seeing that my manic seems to be turn rite up said down..stupid people
meme88
meme88
ah I am so angery I was like this all day yesterday untill I got off work then I got real manic now I am anger agin!! *I am slowy going crazy* hahah wow and thats a little kids song
deleted_user
deleted_user
oh hun, try not to worry what others think. Alot of people are still very naive when it comes to mental illness and we have to just ignore that. I am very private in real life about my illness but have found the very few people I have shared it with are very understanding and accepting. Except my hubbys negative family. But oh well. You know who you are and who cares what others view mental illness as.
deleted_user
deleted_user
WELL I AM JUST MAD CRAZZEE BARKING I HATE NEW YEAR NUTHER LOAD OF SHYTE HAS BEEN DELIVERED TO SHOVEL THROUGH THANK YOU GOOD AND THE DEVIL ONCE AGAIN VOMITS IN MY CAULDRON
meme88
meme88
ya.. I guess.. I just wish one day I wouldnt have to hide that I am bipolar form my work and my bfs famliy *well most of them* I mean I couldnt put I am bipolar on a work applaction*when they ask any health issu* cuz I know i wouldnt get hired they look at it and lught
meme88
meme88
I am postive about the new year.. I hope I can work out the little things that I didnt last year.. last year was pretty good only had one really bad depression and my bf is starting to understand me and bipolar abit more..STILL ANGERY ahh!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user
meme88, little one, you are SMART enough to read or hear some stupid comment like the one that made you upset and laugh at the writer/speaker, as they are the stupid ones. You know we have a disease, nothing can cure it, meds help a great deal, some of us get stabilized, but it is something we have and will have forever. So we deal with it and IGNORE stupid, uneducated people. So lose the anger and laugh at the stupidity of the moron.
meme88
meme88
aw thanks :) I have clam down alot I have been having alot of angery mood swings lately..but it passed LOL
deleted_user
deleted_user
Don't let "stupid" people like that control your mode. I am sorry you had to see that kind of ignorance. You did a great job dealing with it (Smile).
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have found that since being DX with this illness 20 years ago, I have been passed over for promotions, made fun off, lectured about how to act and behave, told I'm stupid, called a failure, told I don't have the sense to make good decisions and just basically discriminated against by many of those who have found out about my illness. I only have a handful of people I trust and I think lots of us are the same way. I use to be very outgoing and loved to be around people. I am now frightened of people, and stay alone alot of the time. Alot of it is because of the treatment I have received by people who claim to be my friends. This is a lonely illness with lots of heartache and pain. You must believe in yourself to make it through . Cherish those that accept and treat you kind. Close the door to those that ridicule and make fun of you and you will have a better life.
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Here let me give you some of my meds. Hold your hand out and I'll give you some Xanax and maybe some Trazodone.

I heard that Lamictal and Risperdal also can be used, but mine are long expired. I will just reach through the monitor so don't get scared!