Have you ever had one of those times when you really just need a friend to talk to and no one will answer the phone, or they just don't have time for you. For some reason when I need to talk to another person the worst you just can't find anyone.

I thought about calling the crisis line but I'm just not quite there yet but getting close, besides if I call the crisis line my clinic and case manager find out and I have to answer questions from them and maybe get committed. I don't know how or why they find out but you have to give your name when you call and they are somehow connected to a social services network, well in Arizona anyway I'm sure there is a national number.

There is also something here called the Warm Line it's for pple who aren't critical but are having real trouble with depression anxiety etc you all know the deal. I've called it a couple of time and it has all the warmth of ordering a pizza. I am a spiritual person so one of the answers for me is prayer but it's really not working for me I'm sorry to say.

I guess my question is am I the only one, why is it that time and time again this happens. My family is really no help at all in fact I know I would end up being worse, my sister always tells me to stop being so self centered, or stop feeling sorry for myself, they don't get that this is a chemical issue. Even as I type this I have no friends online and I have quite a few of them. Anyone have anything to say.