am not sure how im feeling today my 15 year old daughter moved in with her dad because we couldent cope with each other she has lived there for 1 year now which i have learnt to except. She comes to stay on a friday night and we get on great, today i woke up in an ok mood i went out with my two girls window shopping and people were looking at me i got a bit paranoid, tasha met up with some friends and her boyfriend and she said she would come back later i told her to go and have some fun an we will catch up next week, ive come home an am feeling a fat i have a problem with food the last couple of days. My hsband has also reminded me his cusin from austrillia is coming to stay on monday and im a bit aaaaa about it because i dont feel i can coupe plus the house needs gutting and with wotk on top i havent got time, plus i start my new meds on monday an i dont think he nos whats wrong i hope i have a good spell. Thanks for reading.