I feel useless, hopeless, and lost. I just can't deal anymore. I wish I didn't exist. No one loves me. No one cares. I just want it to die. I won't do it because of my kids but I am going to go cut myself later. I haven't done it in years but I just have to. I need to make this pain go away.
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