Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
On the plus side, you have learned a valuable lesson early in life and it will benefit you, as long as you learn from it and don't let it become a pattern. Speaking for myself with many years on you, I learned a hell of a lot more from my mistakes than my successes.
So try to put it behind you and see the future and live in the moment because the past, whether good or bad, is only relevant as an experience that helped to make you who you are now.
People do care, and many have been in the same position and know what you've gone through, so reach out when you feel lonely and be with people who a true friends.
Wishing you a better today and a great tomorrow!