Dude, I feel like this quite often.

I feel like this very often and wished that I actually could run away.
What I do is do something I love or revisit something from my childhood.
Eat a piece of candy I loved as a child.
Watch a movie from back then, like the classics from disney.
Draw characters or imaginary friends I had back then.
Or simply run around the backyard acting like a dinosaur.
It was these activities as a child that made me alive and enjoy the day.
Revisiting or doing them again makes me feel like how I did before.
Also exploring your surroundings more and using your imagination helps, just like when you were a kid too.
A stick could become a sword and a tree could be a dragon.

I know all of this sounds silly but it helps in the time of depression and helps you feel better.
It could be your own little escape in your mind.

I feel like this a lot.
If you wanna talk about it, you can talk to me.

I feel like this all the time! I'm still trying to figure out how to relieve this feeling.

I feel like this alot myself ,when I figure it out ill let you know, I think that when possible do what you can to get yourself a day , an afternoon just even if you sit and pluck your eyebrows,,{lol} light a scented candle and do nothing, listen to nothing, helps me

Hi dance crazy,
I have felt like that before. I am a recovered bipolar/manic-depressive. I have had this disorder since I was 13 years old, I am now 24 and have been on and off of medication since I was 18. I found the right combination a year and a half ago. I am very knowledgable in medication, I have researched it, I feel I should help others with bipolar disorder because when I needed good advice, I never got it . I had to figure it out on my own. I have been seeing a psychologist for 3 years. It has helped a lot. I hope I can help you in any way. I am not saying you have bipolar disorder, but I would like to ask you what exactly is bothering you? I know what you mean by you want to disappear, but you don't want to die. You will feel better, it just takes time and strength. What is going on in your life that is making you upset? I would really like to help, because I know what it's like to feel lost. Hope to hear back from you :)

thanks everyone. after some back tracking & thinking about the last few months i realized this started a few days after i uped one of my meds. yes i have bipolar 1. the med is Zoloft. i think thats spelled right -i take the cheep generic brand. i take it for anxiety. i ask my mom, its also used for depretion. seeing all those comertials for antidepresants, i went down on it asap. i decided not to tell my mom. when i told one of my fav teachers she said i must tell my mom. SHE WAS THINKING TO DO THE SAME THING! i got in troble for not telling. but this weak i feel grate. eventhow my period started last night. my mood is stable. thanks again ttyl

ps its good to know im not alone :)

Glad to hear that girl! I'm happy for you!! :)

All the time. I do 'drop out' of life for a few days sometimes. I've been like that all my years. Life is just too much sometimes.

I tell my mother I just want to go away, and then I cry my brains out, and tell her I want to die, but i don't want to die, I know how you feel. I wish I could help.