Aww im sorry girl, I know thats gotta be hard. When im in a bad mood alot of people dont want to be around me and that makes me feel worse! But just try talking to your boyfriend and explain to him its hard for you cuz of your bipolar, thats what I have to do all the time, and it usually works. Im here girly if you ever need to talk. *hugs*

yeah. 8[
thanks.
he's really understanding. it's just he has friends and i don't. 8[

Go to a bookstore and try talking to others who are looking at the same kind of books you read. Join a book club and read whatever they're reading. When you go, it'll be fun just talking about the book and listening to how others perceive it! Build on what you like!!! After all, your BF can't make new friends for you.

Find out what people like about you, and do more of it! I know that before long you'll have all kinds of friends of your own!

i have a terrible fear of people so it's really hard for me to go out and try to make friends.
i have been hurt a lot by people.

Well a lot of people aren't nice just because their angry or shy. But you don't want to close yourself off to oppertunity! You could meet some really great people in a bookstore especially! I can't think of to many people who enjoy reading and are just jerks. I really can't. :)
You should go out, enjoy yourself. Everyone deserves that. You do too. Go have fun. Your boyfriend doesn't control you.

he isn't controlling me, he just didn't want me to be mean to his friends.
but yeah i guess i will go find nice people.
they are hiding far far away though. haha