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The anniversary of Brads death will be soon.It will be 3 years and I am still in pain.Nothing has helped.And people are trying their best to cheer me up and I have been going to the local tavern for the past month.I sing karaoke every Tuesday.I do Open Mic on Wednesdays.I go every Wednesday and the reason is because I promised the owner that I would.You see his little girl is very sick .She has got cancer.She is on Chemo and will be done in May and it has taken its toll on him.He looks pasty and totally white.Brad always told me that I was loyal and its true.I never in all of my years with him cheated.i did not have an affair.Even ho he did and I forgave him for it.Brad and i were together for 12 years.I met him Brad when I was 48.I was no spring chicken and pushing 50 and i am no Sleeping Beauty.Brad came into my life and changed it.He gave me a sense of worth.He told me how to fend for myself and i like to be alone even tho everyone today needs friends.Brad got addicted to Meth and that was his down.He was clean and sober for 5 years.He did not
reoffend and wenrt to his parole officer when he cought.. I would remind
Brad of his appointment and he always went.Meth is the devils brew.It was created by Satan himself to enslave and cripple all people.People told Brad to try it and you would not get hooked.And if he did not leave me some money to care for the house I would be homeless and hungry today.Meth did this.And Brad had other problems and tried to cope.But in the end.Brad couldnt face up to his
demons.And on May 22nd,2009.my Brad the love of my life went to the
garden of the house he loved so much and took his life.I thank everyone and would likecomments.I am crying over him again and i\
cant get rid of this pain.Vader.
reoffend and wenrt to his parole officer when he cought.. I would remind
Brad of his appointment and he always went.Meth is the devils brew.It was created by Satan himself to enslave and cripple all people.People told Brad to try it and you would not get hooked.And if he did not leave me some money to care for the house I would be homeless and hungry today.Meth did this.And Brad had other problems and tried to cope.But in the end.Brad couldnt face up to his
demons.And on May 22nd,2009.my Brad the love of my life went to the
garden of the house he loved so much and took his life.I thank everyone and would likecomments.I am crying over him again and i\
cant get rid of this pain.Vader.
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Anniversaries of all kinds are painful when we have lost a loved one, but the death has us playing over in our heads the whole life story of the relationship. It is a lot to think about, work through and deal with. They do get easier as years pass. Sometimes you slide by pretty good and other times it hits full force. Just know it will ease off again once the date is past. HUGS to you.
vader
thank you for your reply.Anniversaries are painful and I am have to learn to live with it.Brad told me if anything happened to him I would have to learn without him and it is so hard.But painful.Vader and once again thanks.
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Scary learning on your own...but look at all you have already learned. It is going to keep on improving and you are going to keep on learning. That is what life is all about. (((HUGS)))
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