It is hard in the state of washington now to get good help in the mental health field.We are in a very severe crisis now and the people here are swamped.Many clinics have closed because of the cuts and some just cannot take any new clients.I waited for a long time to get help and when I did..this new doctor stinks.First of all..there is no reason for me to increase my depakote.I am no longer on it.And one of the reasons why i have been depressed is because since 2003...my life has been a roller coaster.In 2003..I lost my mother and I had to go home to New York for one week.The trip alone was exhausting and I stayed with my brother.In 2004...I lost in January..my godfather who died at 89.Then we lost Brads father and I couldnt go to my godfathers funeral.But what has hurt me was in August of 2004..I lost my older brother.And I wasnt expecting it..Brad and I were having problems and Frank knew and sensed this.When I came home to my brothers funeral,that my late mother had squandered all of my inheritance.There was none left at all.I was dead broke.My income was Social Security Disablity.When my other brother told me..I said well I will work odd jobs until I can and well retire..my mother just went through and then she changed her will without even asking me.My father died in 1987 and he left me 5,000.00.I was suppose to get this.My late mother took this and gave it to this idiot who lives in Chicago.I cannot get whenever my dad left me until I am 70 years old.I cannot touch it at all!But the other money..she blew it away on booze and gambling.Listen...5,000.00 now is not a lot of money and one of the reasons why I will wait until I am 70 is because after 70..I can make as much money as I want to and I dont have to claim this to Social Security and that means inheritance.So I will wait.I told the new doctor this and he looked up at me and said "cant you forgive her?" First of all.she did this without asking me and without giving me a cent.My mother has always treated me like a little kid and she refused to accept the fact that I was a grown woman.I was always the youngest of the family and she favored the boys.So I will leave this and I will never favor any child today and if I had children,under no way will I favor them because they are boys.Because the boys in the family when they are 16 are going to work andpay for the prom,car and car payments and pay for their books in college.I am not giving them a cent.And this is the way my late grandfather felt and I believe it also.Pay your own way and I have been doing this for years.And It makes people a better person.But if you have got an inheritance..and they need the money now please give it to them,please!