What's holding you back?

Hi Tracey, good to have you back. Do you think you should try a new therapist? But if the meds are working well and you feel better now, maybe you don't need a therapist anymore? Please try to look over the matter before you make up your mind.

Lots of Love and Hugs...

PLEASE DON'T GO. WE ARE HERE TO HELP YOU. YOU HAVE TO TRUST US. WE ALL HAVE LOST SOMEONE IMPORTANT IN OUR LIVES. AND YOU BEING HERE IS THE BIGGEST STEP YOU CAN EVER MAKE. WE ARE NOT HERE TO JUDGE, WE ARE IN THE SAME BOAT. WE ARE IN A WAY BROTHERS AND SISTERS GOING THROUGH THE GREIVING PROCESS. ALSO SEEING HELP MAY HELP TOO.
HUGS,
BECCA

hi trayanne76,
saw your post and just saw that you lost your precious Mom couple of years ago. I am so so sorry for your loss.
I too am in this $hit grief, lost my Dad suddenly just before Christmas. I'm 35 which I consider so young to lose a parent, I'm single too, no kids (a dream that died with my Daddy) and feel there is much he's now missing out on. I'm mad that he's not here, he was my best friend as well as best Dad in the world.

I haven't even looked at any support other than these forums and friends who are great. I don't know why, I guess I don't want someone analysing what I'm saying, dont want someone trying to "help" me change my thought process. I hate my life now, I go through the motions everyday, i do go to work, I do meet friends and talk with them and that's about all I can do. I don't every feel joy with anything, the new me is sad all the time and that's just it, whatever, the sooner life flies by me the better to be honest.

The only thing I truly look forward to is seeing my Dad again, being with him never having to leave again (I BLOODY HOPE :-) )

anyways hugs to you from another lost lonely child.

Support groups help to a certain extent!