My mother was vary brutally murdered. She was hit in the head with a tire iron or lug wrench until half her face and skull were destroyed. I came here to this group to see if any in this group may be able to see that I may be a good person to relate to because I have had the worst kind of loss that vary few even will ever think of let alone have to really happen. I feel fairly alone here in this group. I feel like I have perhaps a great deal to offer to any who has had a vary hard loss. I have been a man who has had it vary bad indeed. I am still full of hppyness and joy. It is not myself I most wish to think of here but the others who I may be able to help.