The day (January 31) was tough. I felt as though some unseen force was strangling my guts (my departed brother perhaps, begging me to remember him). All I could do was break down and cry, and then the tension disappeared. Since then, things are starting to gain a better perspective. I never want to forget those dreadful final days of my brother's life, but now my heart is appreciating every day I've got, and I'm trying to live life to the fullest, to quote Leo's Jack Dawson in Jim Cameron's Titanic, to "make it count". There's no excuse for loneliness, and there are so many people to meet and talk with, everyone going through their own personal struggles and private hells, but there's strength in numbers, and sharing one's heart with others is the only way to heal. Hope you all are doing well.
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