hi im 15 and i lost my auntie 5 months ago who was also 15, ive grown up with her and the rest of my aunties and uncles who are my age so her death really affected me, in yr8 i moved school and i had really bad social anxiety so i moved to the school both my aunties in my year went, because the main auntie was in all my lessons i never really bothered to make friends w other people, one of my other aunties got kicked of out of school in yr9 and in yr10 i found out my other auntie wasnt in any of my lessons so i didnt go in school at all that year, during summer right before yr11 my auntie died, now im in yr11 alone and i miss her so much, i feel so guilty for not going into school just to see her one last time, it hurts going into classes i used to be in with her and it hurts to hear everyone talk about her around me since not many people know i was related to her, i get people weekly saying ab how its funny she died and how she shldve js 'learnt how to swim' (she drowned) i have another auntie whos in yr9 now who was her sister and she also struggles to go in school bc of her death