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On January 6th I lost my best friend My mom. She was the one who could make me sane in this crazy world. She was my rock. She was funny and well liked. We had our times. like she would get her check on the 15th of every month and we would go shopping and have lunch and just spend the day together. She was my #1 priority even over my wife. When mom needed something I was there. Everyone knew it. I was rspected for taking care of her like that. But that is just what you do when you love someone. It wasn't always like this, for mom and I had some turbulant times. We didn't get along very well. but over the last few years we became extremely close. I am greatful that we experienced the relationship that we did, but I just wish we had more time. My mom was 66 when she passed, way too young. My mom used to call me Dawny and tell everyone I was her bouncing baby boy. And I still hear her say those words clear as a bell in my head. And it gives me a tearful smile. I have been kinda irritable and have had a couple full scale panic attacks since she passed, If I could have one wish it would be to have her back in perfect health.
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Some things we don't talk about, we breathe them... Some things cannot be explained, but rather experienced. Some of the most healing moments arise when given the memory, acknowledging the love.One cannot go back in time; we move forward, and we carry the love we shared. No one but ourselves has the power to do so, or the permission to do so, but ourselves.So live life with your faith and...
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...

It sounds like you were a wonderful son to her
One of the stages of grief is anger and your loss is very new..... A bereavement group in RL may be of help to you to vent and gain support
Some people do go through a lot of anxiety.... It's a shock to the system to lose those we love.... Death becomes real
You could make a doctors appt to discuss your anxiety and perhaps get a prescription to help you through it for a while.... I would stay away from caffeine for now as well
Big hug and a blessing.....xo