My parent, DH and I were invited to a dinner party yesterday by one of parents closest friends. They were the ones who have helped my parents out since my brother passed away. They have been so generous and caring for us. Yesterday I watched their children and grandchildren laugh, play and enjoy each others company that I actually felt jealous, angery and sad all at the same time. I am so jealous taht they are healthy and there...I am angery for feeling jealous because I would never wish the tragedy that we went through on anyone else... and I so sad that we lost my brother and child and that I may never give my parents grandchildren and that they will always be living vicarously through their friends in order to feel like grandparents. It was so beautiful to watch my mother play with their down syndrome grandchild...the love that came out of here was overwhelming. Does anyone have advice on how I cna over come these emotions?
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