It was something that I didnt want to do.But James Van Pragh was here and I went to see him.He is a very handsome man and I was swept over by him.But strange things have happened since this meeting and the minister told me that I was dammned and I told him that I wasnt coming back.He was autographing books and I was in line and he saw me.I touched him and he looked me at me and said"Your Brother is behind you.He wants you to start living...do you feel him?" And I felt Franks after shave lotion.I never told anyone in line about my brother..but I felt Frank and I realized that I have to live and do all of the things that he wanted to.When I came home..guess what? The picture on the wall by my computer feel over! Then one of the pictures suddendly was ripped out of the wall! It was Franks anger...I couldnt believe it..The next day at 5.25 in the morning..up north they had an earthquake.I felt it because not only was I shaken..Tuffy was screaming! I went into the kitchen and the fridge was shaking! I thought that it was going to roll over! Then it stopped and Tuffy vomited all over the floor! She didnt eat the whole day...but she howled for at least 5 minutes...When the vibrations stopped...I saw something out of a movie..I heard a quack..quack..and up the street by a house were 2 Mallard Ducks! Why where they there! Ducks arent around in the wintertime and when the ducks saw me again...they screamed quack-quack...An Afro American woman waiting in line told me of a wonderful minister.It is a plan that I trying to follow.You dont not complain for 30 days.You are given a book on how to say things and how to not to let things get to you..but this minister was right..Frank told me that the more that he complained about the food..he felt worse.Then on that day...of the quake..I was shaken..I was really nervous.The doctor told me that the medicine was too much for me and he took me off it.And I have realized that the dead are alive and guess what? James Van Pragh who is the producer of the Ghost Whisperer...said that the dead attend their own funerals..And when he told me that Frank was besides me..and that he is looking out for me..I realized that life never dies and life for me is for the living.And I know that Frank is in a better place and that he was cheering for Philadelphia on SuperBowl because they are a terrific team and this is the 6th time that they have won...But if you can see mr.Van Pragh and talk to him and try to ask him one question..he doesnt do reading anymore but he will try to answer one question and this man has changed my life and all of the cats are so happy now..but Tuffy is very,very sick and we may have to put her to sleep because we learned that she has got cancer and I cant do this to her now..she is resting and we know that the end is in sight but Tuffy will go to Rainbow Bridge and be with all of the animals that were mistreated in their lifetime and having a better life in a better body.Frank misses Schuller..so do I..but i will never have another dog again.