I first want to start this off with,I love my husband very much,he was a great guy and an awesome husband.He loved me very much and was'nt afraid to say it in front of anybody.He had heart disease and had his first heart attack at 28.He died in may of a heart attack at age 40.I feared this day the nearly 10yrs. we were together.My problem is I feel like I have accepted his death too easily.I am sad, I cry,I miss him.But I accept the fact that he is gone.I know I cant change it.I would if I could.But I know I cant.I read some peoples stories ,and years have gone by and they still cant move on.I'm worried that I'm not doing something right.Is it wrong for me to have great memories and not long to be in heaven with him.Is it wrong for me to feel comforted knowing he's with his brother and dad now,that also died of heart attacks,that I know he missed them terribly.Bruce had,had a stroke and heart attack at a very young age and had come out of them very well.He lived his life being very active and happy.And I believe that if this last heart attack would have caused him to be less a person he was,he wouldn't want to go on.I dont know if its normal to feel this way after only six mths.And am wondering if anybody else does.Should I not be moving forward so fast......Also I'm afraid maybe I burying my true feelings because I fel
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