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On Tuesday it will be 4 months that Brad took his life and i am still in a lot of pain and I am finding out who my friends really are.She hasnt spokent to me since my brother died.Does she think that I have cooties? What about when we are suffered to hear about her one night stands? I am sorry she doesnt have the right to be this judgemental.I was always tehre for her and my feelings are hurt.I am kicking myself everyday wondering why Brad took his life.And I am hearing some lame excuses.Brad left me with limited funds and finding a job at 61 with no skills aint no fun.The people in seattle have got a age thing and some feel that 50 is far too old to even start a career.This shows how behind we are in raising the children.I do not have children and at 61,I do not want children.I cant deal with his children either so I am not seeing him.I did things with Brad that I didnt do with other men.Brad and I had a lot of freedome and we use to
do things other people dont.Every sunday Brad would play golf and I would go to the market.Then I would have coffee out and buy a few things for myself.WHen I came home..brad and i went food shopping.We would always go to Fred Meyer and I would bring my list.I dont eat much any more since Brad died.I cant eat ...food dont taste good to me and i only eat certain foods.Why are people so full of bull when they know that you
have got serious problems? Cant they be there just for you? Why is there
a stalemate? Brad was all I had.Now I am alone.Alone and friendless in seattle and I dont miss certain things anymore but sleeping in a large
house and large bed aint kosher.
do things other people dont.Every sunday Brad would play golf and I would go to the market.Then I would have coffee out and buy a few things for myself.WHen I came home..brad and i went food shopping.We would always go to Fred Meyer and I would bring my list.I dont eat much any more since Brad died.I cant eat ...food dont taste good to me and i only eat certain foods.Why are people so full of bull when they know that you
have got serious problems? Cant they be there just for you? Why is there
a stalemate? Brad was all I had.Now I am alone.Alone and friendless in seattle and I dont miss certain things anymore but sleeping in a large
house and large bed aint kosher.
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Bless your heart honey. You have alot on your plate.I hope you find friends here that will be helpful.I will think of you often.
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vader - i follow your posts and hear of your deep, deep pain, and i understand. i also wonder, my friend, if you are receiving any counseling, or attending any 3D groups? any eval for meds for depression. it's great that you are so articulate and seek help here - but, all due respect, an online support blog absolutely cannot be one's primary support while in such deep agony. i mean, i guess it can - but i just cannot, for myself and my own very deep and non-stop losses - i need to SEE a person, see my pain reflected back thru her face, to help me feel less lost and alone.....
vader
thanks for all of your replies.Yesterday the computer died on me and I cant access many of my accounts.Trying to get to customer service is like trying to ask Madonna for an autograph.It is difficult so bear with me.The day was chaotic.A great deal happened.The dishwasher broke and now I am more hectic then I was the day before but i am going to attend a support group for survivors of suicide and i start soon.vader and thanks.my cats have been stinky and just did number two on the carpet so I am going to take them out in the yard for a few minutes.I have to do the chores,.bye.
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