My husband will be gone 8 mths. on Jan 9th.I thought I was finally accepting that he was gone.The pain was getting easier to deal with.And I thought I was moving on.Now I feel like crap.I feel like I'm going backwards and I dont know why.Lately I feel like I cant take care of myself or anything else.I just want to stay home,stay in bed.I dont know whats happening.I was feeling so strong before.Has this happened to anyone else.I have had good days and bad days since Bruces death.But this is different,this has been going on for a couple of weeks.Its like I'm stuck in a rut that I cant get out of.I'd like some advice if anybody has some.Thanks in advance.Lori
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