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So i think i've fallen even deeper into the darkness known as depression. I've tried so hard to not but i have no motivation at all. I want to do good in my last year of school, i want to make it fun, i want to enjoy hanging out with friends but i just cant. I put on a fake smile and i deal with everything going on around me. But its not being enjoyed. I would NEVER kill myself but i mean, i wouldnt mind if anything happened i guess. I just need to tell someone. Im to afraid to tell anyone close to me because i dont want them to look at me differently but i just still cant grieve "properly" i just dont want to i guess. I dont know what to do anymore. I want to feel better but i dont know how to make myself feel better to get there. Like i said, i would NEVER kill myself, i just wanted to write this to get it off my chest.
I understand what you are saying - grief is a powerful thing and can take over our lives at times. Are you in therapy? Have you spoken to a grief counselor? Please, I beg you, if you haven't, talk to someone. It's not good to keep things like this bottled up. I started seeing a therapist a few months ago and it has helped me tremendously. I didn't think it would do a thing and I went because I didn't know where else to turn. I am SO GLAD I went. It helps to keep things in perspective right now as I go through this tough time. Please, talk to someone. You are worth it and you deserve to be happy. :)