we buried him yesterday...actually, everyone else buried him. i stayed home because of severe stomach pain. (i have been tentitively diagnosed with GERD ). hopefully, that will give us some answers. the scope has been rescheduled for next friday. what kind of a niece am i if i MISSED HIS FUNERAL? i missed the wake too. stupid cerebral palsy.stupid inaccessible convertable. stupid lift van that doesn't work. stupid mother fucking wheelchair. since i was already excused for the funeral, i escaped to the disney store and barnes and noble. mwy eating disorder was screaming at me all day. i was incredibly late to school today, so i am here...trying to wrap my head around how a very healthy 61 year old man who manages his diabetes beautifullu drops dead on his porch. i want to be numb. i want to stop feeling. i want to binge. i want to scream. i don't know if i want to recover from EDNOS. i can't stop crying. help me.
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