Hello everyone,
I think this has been the worst week since my husband passed in nov. On Tuesday it would have been our 25th anniversary and today Friday is valentines day. We would always combine the two and go to the mountains to celebrate both which would have been this weekend, leaving today coming home Monday. All I can do is cry and I miss him so much I just don't know what to do. I guess it's normal to feel this way at such a special time of the year during our marriage but it hurts so bad. I have started counseling only one session so far but I'm praying it will help. I just feel like giving up it's like I have nothing to live for anymore. I really am trying to be strong but it's not working I feel hopeless. For anyone that's read about the problems I'm having with my two grown sons well that's not any better either so I feel like I'm on the verge of lossing them right along with my husband. If that happens I really don't know what I will do. Please pray for me

Rhonda