Since May 22nd 2009...my life has been in a turmoil.I havent been myself and the thoughless people that I have encountered have been endless.But as for Brad...he didnt have to do it.He was going to get his license back and he was going to pay off his debts.And I am finding out more lies that he was told me and the list is endless.Why did he lie to me after 12 years? And why did he take the easy way out? And what about me? What about my feelings? Cant he realize what this has done to me? What about my feelings of complete despair? What about my nights of crying? I have to go back to work now because Brad has left me with limited funds.And his ashes are on my table because i refuse to wear them.The mess that he was entagled in has caused a great deal of people despair.Why should i clean up? Couldnt he?
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