Hi I am new here. Just found this site. I just lost my baby and mother in law in a fire. I have feelings of guilt, anger, hate. Don't know what to do with these feelings. I cry everyday. Hasn't been a month yet. I wish I would dream with my grandbaby to give her a last hug. I dreamed with my mom, when died 6 years ago, that we hugged each other and said goodbye. Felt so real. I am just longing for my grandbaby's hug. This is the worst tradegy I have been through ever in my life.
Ive sought out this website because three weeks ago, on May 2nd, my dad died. He was one of my best friends. I've had people around me die, distant cousins, friends from high school, and gone through a bit of depression myself. My dad and mom got divorced when I was 16, and I'm 27 now. My mother remarried pretty immediately, and my dad never remarried. I've always thought that he stayed in love...