I thought I would be ok this Christmas-WRONG! I am so depressed, really. No only am I missing the snow in Colorado, but my old church as well. I went to church with my family this morning, and it was no where near a normal Christmas service this morning. I just cried. I am so sad about everything right now. My friend Joyce who I lost 2.5 years ago was such a dear friend. I helped her decroate her house for the holidays the weekend after thanksgiving. I miss her so damn much. I don't want to break down crying in front of the kids, what the heck do I do? How
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