I guess there will be a lot of firsts. The first Mothers Day without Mother will be the hardest. As she grew older I would buy her card and secretly think, I may not be able to do this next year, so I will cherish her so much now. I watched her fade, I watched her change it was not easy. I miss her so much.
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