after this Holy week i was feeling a lot better until i rang my mother the other night and tld me that my uncle(my father's brother)is on his last few days.he was diagnosed to have lung cancer,last stage.he's a special uncle bec unlike my father he can really show affection to us and i have memories with him. at first i didn't feel anything then suddenly found myself crying!and i don't want to cry anymore i thought i'm already ok and feeling better.i'v already told and thank everyone that i'm getting there to recovery from my sister's death... august last year and my brother's death last january.now i feel embarass to tell them that i'm hurting again because my uncle is dying and so i'm keeping this pain again to myself.i don't want to tell because i don't want to feel the self pity bec i feel i'm really unfortunate to have 3 loved ones to die in just 7 mos!
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