Yesterdat yas goosey night all over the country and it is a night of total mischief.I have always hated goosey night because some people in seattle just aint got the common sense.When I awoke,my little cat was on the porch.She was a feral cat and she lived underneath Brad car.Noone wanted this little cat and when i found her she was skinny..it was if someone threw her aside and the poor thing was starving.I began to feed her and give her treats and I began to feed her milk.I put out blankets and I made a bed because it is cold now in seattle.All during this time has been hell for me because Brad and I aint getting along.No man today understands the connection that a woman has with her father and brother.Men today do not mourn.Some do not even cry here.Some men here just go to the funeral and after that..this is it.Brad hasnt spoken about the death of his father.Brad lost him in 2004.He lost his dad in January 2004,then a week later I lost my godfather Louie to cancer at 89.Frank could not go at all..he sent Stanley and the place was packed for Louie was loved.In August of 2004..i lost Frank and noone seems to understand.Noone and when this little cat I found began living under my car,I began to realize that I have to live the rest o f my life.I have put my mourning clothes away and now I am wearing perfume and makeup.I am also going back to the movies,not to mention shopping and art.I have began to read again and to talk to people.Frank taught me that life is for the living and we must learn to accept the reality of death.The other day my little cat saw a butterfly and ran across the street.This idiot was speeding like he was James Dean and hit her.She was killed instantly.This low life of a human being did not even say that he was sorry.He put my little cat on the curb and thats when my neighbor came out.My little cat was coughing up blood so i know that she wouldnt have made it..but this low life didnt even give their number and if you are the person..there is a place in hell for you because this is where you are going.You could have stopped and gave my your number.You could have offered me some money.You could have said I am sorry...but your red sports car of 25,000.00 is far more important.And as for the woman next to her..to me she is no worse then Madonna.Not a peak out of her I see! Just who do you people think that you are! It was raining in the afternoon..it was pouring..the only people who speed in seattle are people who are trying to beat the light or if they have got existing warrants.I hope that the both of you can pray for forgiveness.I hope that the both of you can drop dead! And I hope that the death is painful for the way that you killed my cat!Take your yuppie car and get out of my neighborhood..who needs you anyway? I dont.You people are obsesses with money and sex and that is all.You dont have the decency to say I am sorry.Here is what I want to say to the both of you.DROP DEAD AND MAKE IT SOON! This has come at a worse time.Dont even ask me for forgivenes.Your cowardness act was enough to show me that you are a step just like Ted Bundy.I hope that the both of you join him soon.