ive been reading tonight about surviving complex grief . ive learned that i need to cut myself some slack .
im angry -- i have every right to be angry .
im sad -- yea , why wouldnt i be ?
im afraid -- yes i am . people are scary and potentially deadly if you cross them .
im lacking motivation -- yes , the things i loved and enjoyed have disappeared or became lost in the fog .
im irritable -- no im not you lying sack of crap .
what im getting at is im tired of feeling bad about myself because im such a mess . many of us have little , in effectual , or no support . if theres only one person in the room and youre getting beat up , its time to maybe cut the crap and give yourself a little hug .
hope this resonates with someone .
Not in a good state of mind and quite confident I will never fit in even on DS despite effort. I am odd and will never fit. Giving it a break. Thanks for the support.
I'm 22. I just moved back home for a little while in between undergrad and grad school. I have a boyfriend that I've been with for nine months now. we went to school together and we've known each other for years. I was a virgin when we got together because i was molested as kid for about six years, beginning when i was in pre-school. I never told anyone. I was always terrified of doing anything...